VOICE OF SOUL

In the depths of despair, I linger alone, Nobody hears the silent cries I moan. Yearning for love, yet met with disdain, I offered my all, but it was in vain. Tonight, as I fade into the dark, I plead for a love, an everlasting spark. Please, remember me when I'm gone, Let me linger in your memories, dawn to dawn. I longed to be the light in your eyes, But alas, in darkness, my spirit lies. My heart, aching with every beat, My soul, weary, seeks its retreat. I wished for my last breath, upon your chest, But fate's cruel hand denied me rest. You failed to grasp the depth of my love, Now I depart to the heavens above. Lay me to rest beneath the earth's embrace, For fire has already consumed my grace. Farewell to all, let happiness be your guide, As I take my leave, on this final tide. © Niloy Shouvic Roy

Tonight I'm breaking free from all the chains, My heart's heavy with the weight of all my pains. Each shattered dream cuts deep within, And every mend just leads to bleeding again. Tonight I swallowed all my sleeping pills, But now I'm terrified of closing my eyes. I'm fighting to stay awake, can't bear to lose, The touch of your hand, the love we used to choose. Forgive me, everyone, for all my sins, Grant me freedom from this life I'm in. I long to breathe again, to feel the sun, To run in the light, where I used to belong. That's why I'm ending it all tonight, Saying goodbye under this darkened light. Only my walls have seen the tears I've cried, Only my pillow knows how hard I've tried. Sorry, Mom, for failing as your son, Couldn't bear the weight, couldn't be the one. Sorry, God, for failing as your creation, Couldn't find the strength, trapped in desperation. Farewell to everyone, I won't disturb, The balance of this world w

In the sultry summer eve, the stormy winds caress, Their touch upon my skin, a tender, sweet finesse. Echoes of your embrace, a balm for my soul, Each embrace, a sanctuary, making me feel whole. Lost in the gusts, I ponder where they roam, Yet in my heart, I know, you're my true home. With every gust, I feel your presence near, A love so strong, dispelling every fear. As raindrops fall, a symphony above, We dance beneath the heavens, bound by love. Though miles apart, our spirits intertwined, In the downpour's embrace, our souls aligned. Each raindrop a kiss, upon our lips it lands, A silent exchange, as our love expands. Though breaths not shared, our hearts beat as one, In nature's embrace, our journey's begun. Let the storm rage on, its fury we'll defy, For in each other's arms, our love will never die. Through wind and rain, united we remain, In a dance of love, under heaven's reign. In the gentle patter of the rain upon the earth, We find a rhythm, a me

In the shadows of our love's demise, I sacrificed all beneath the weeping skies. For your love, I morphed my very being, Yet you declared my presence too demeaning. With every beat, I devoted my heart, Yet you tore it apart, tearing me apart. Body and soul, all laid bare, Yet your rejection hangs heavy in the air. I altered myself, a chameleon's hue, All for the sake of pleasing you. But in the end, it was not enough, My efforts deemed inadequate, my love rebuffed. And so, with a heavy heart, I depart, Promising to never again impart My presence upon your world, my love, For it seems I am not what you dreamed of. Farewell, my once cherished one, May your path be brightened by a different sun. Though I'll carry the weight of this pain, I'll fade away, my love, like shadows in the rain. © Niloy Shouvic Roy

Tonight I was talking to the Devil, I told him my story, Sitting in the shadows, feeling oh so sorry. Pouring out my heart, to the darkness deep, Hoping for some solace, in the secrets that I keep.   Always searching for love, but I'm stuck in this abyss, Not just a body's lust, I crave a deeper kiss. Every time I open up, I end up feeling used, Was it me, trusting blindly, feeling so confused? Was it my fault for loving, giving all of me? Now I'm left with mental scars, it's hard to see. Every time I fall, they leave me in despair, I'm just a human, wishing someone would care.   Will I ever feel the warmth of someone's embrace? Or am I destined to be alone in this space? I long for love, but it's always out of reach, Will I ever find it, or is it just a speech?   I want to see tears fall for me, genuine and true, Someone to put in effort, someone who'll pursue. I dream of flowers, tokens of affection, But it

In the tender twilight's soft embrace, Resides a woman, a portrait of grace. A touch of innocence in her gaze, Seeking love's warmth in passion's maze. Childlike she may seem, yet beneath the veil, Lies a soul yearning, tender and frail. For she seeks not the carnal lust, But love's pure touch, a sacred trust. Yet all who come, drawn by her charm, Seek but the flesh, devoid of harm. They fail to see her depth, her worth, Lost in the allure of her earthly birth. Misunderstood by kin and lover, She wanders through life, longing to discover, A love that sees beyond the skin, To cherish the soul that lies within. And I, oh I, yearn to be the one, To fill her days with laughter, with sun. To banish the shadows, the doubts that bind, And show her a love, one of a kind. I want to trace each scar with tender care, Kiss away the pain, the despair. To whisper words of love, sincere and true, And prove that my heart beats only for you. For you are more than just a woman, my dear,