Why We Can't Be BFF

So we are Best friends, Right?

I don't know but you told we are.

At some point, you have to realize that

Some people can stay in your heart but not in your life.

Like this way you are in my heart but not in my life.

I loved you more than anything.



I wish I could express my feelings but I couldn't.

Only the backspace knows everything,

Only the unsent drafts of the mailbox knows everything,

Only my pillow knows everything.



If those stereotypes of shooting stars were true,

I would wish that I could get you once again,

I would wish that I could meet you once again,

I would wish that you would call me "Kutta, Pagal" once again



I always pray to god just to send me back to that time when we were dating each other and pause us in that time.



I know that our relationship was not perfect,

Moon also has craters,

But still everyone admires Moon

So why shouldn't we give another chance to each other?



I want to get tangled by your tresses,

I want to kiss your wounds and cure them all,

I want to hold your hands till my last breath.



But unfortunately you are so ambitious

This made me unhappy.



Please repeal that relationship of BFF

Your one maybe Philia,

But my one is Eros.



Please embrace me Love,

Your arms are the best place to die,

Dying in other place would be no mean of death.



No problem we are separated,

At least we were together someday.

No problem our roads became separated,

At least we walked together someday.

When I have your hands in mine,

I have with me the heavens divine.



When you are close,

This world is naught.

Destroyed in your love,

A Triumph sought.



I’m broken and scattered,

Breathing also became punishment.

In life what’s left,

I’m dying every moment.



I saw the entire world in your eyes

But I'm sorry I didn't find there myself.



Although that was just a dream,

But its meaning has changed many things.



Your Lips?

I want to kiss that.

Your body?

I want to hug that.

My smile?

You cause that.

Your heart?

I want that.



Only that day you will cry,

When I will not be there to make your eyes dry.

Only that day your eyes will look for me everywhere,

When I'll stay at nowhere.



© NILOY SHOUVIC ROY(NSR)