VOICE OF SOUL

It is raining today I wish, by me you would stay You would warm me down with your heat I could lie on you, listening to your heart beat. Each rain drop reminds me That I miss so many precious moments without you But still my hopes never fade And I believe my dreams will see day sometime. Every time I feel cold, I wish a blanket, on me you will fold. When I look at the sky Unfortunately by me you don't stand I kneel down crying in the rain Because no one can see my tears and pain. Then I console myself with this feeling That we both are under the same ceiling. When I see a lovely lane, Wet with the shower of rain I'd wish with you to take a walk Really slow with our hands locked. The smell of the flooding rain A promising beauty adding to nature again. Above all who will want to miss In the pouring rain a warm kiss I wish and do believe I will get..  Someday the dreams that I set.  Because I know that my love is true..  I do hope you understand it too! © NILOY SHOUVIC ROY...

They think that everything is alright..  After all there's a smile on my face!  I'm silent, but no one's asking the reason..  There's Darkness in my room,  Somebody please bring the light!  Inside me there's something..  Something's weird..  With whom shall I fight?  Who is my enemy? I've tried my best to make them understand..  But they are firm they want me dead!  The mistake was mine..   I agree!  But please forgive me now..  I'm begging for mercy too!  I'm unable to stand there..   I feel suffocated!  At the very least..  could you try to understand me?  Cause I'm unable to do it!  You told me that you wanna see me happy..  What happened now?  Why are you killing me every single moment? I just need some time!  I'll do something that no one else did..  It's my promise!  Now please release me..  Don't you trust me?  Not even a little bit? Nowadays...

Talking to you was okay..  Meeting you was okay too,  but I shouldn't have loved you!  I liked talking to you about how my day was, It didn't take too long to make you my addiction. Earlier it was okay, Cause I had to deal only with you!  If I could talk to you for a little That was enough for me!  With whom you are meeting,  you want to be with...  I didn't care at all,  not even a bit!  Earlier my life was completely mine I didn't care a much about things related to you..  Talking to you was nothing special It was the usual way as with my friends..  Even meeting you was like meeting a casual friend, nothing more than that,  Then suddenly I don't know what happened. .  You became necessary in my life Without you I felt worried!  If I don't get a chance to talk to you, I feel a void in my heart,  Those casual conversations with you..  I am unaware of the reasons but,  they feel special now!  Now je...

Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from hell. You lead me slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment - in my memory forever encased. ©NILOY SHOUVIC ROY

Bachpan se lekar aaj tak Tune na jeene diya hain Aur nahi marne Jab sala kuch chaiye hota hain Tab bada bhai pukadti ho Aur jab mutlab khatam Tab “Aye kutte sun” Jabhi jhagda lagta hain Humesha jeetne ke liye “Mummy… Mujhe bhai marr raha hain” Yeh support toh hain hi Waise help bhi bohut karti hain Jaise marks kam aa jaye toh bacha leti hain Ya phir jab bhi paise ki zaroorat hoti hain Yeh hi bacha leti hain Agar fridge se main iska chocolate chura ke kha loon Toh 3 rd world war suru kar deti hain Aur agar yeh mera kha le Toh mummy bolti hain ke Behen ne hi toh khaya Kya farq padhta hain Humesha bolti rehti hain ke Paise bachao Aur khud hi ek ke baad ek demand karti rehti hain Arey koi ise samjhao aise kaise chalega behna??? © NILOY SHOUVIC ROY(NSR)

Don’t know why I didn’t forget you, And till now I was unable to say it, Okay I said, But it was too late. I was only yours, But you became someone else’s. And still I don’t want to lose you, I don’t want you to forget me. I know that you won’t pay efforts from your side, And there would be nothing left if I stop paying from my side. Sometimes to save a relation, Only one has to give efforts, Because it’s there or not, Matters to the one only If I also stop sending you “Hello – Hi” Then how can I complain that you don’t reply. Because all the messages are mine only, The things I only get are just your replies. This kind of relationship is not only ours, I went deeper and found a lot of people like us there. That’s why I send messages time to time, If I like any post, Just forward that to you. By which at least I can be somewhere in your head. I’m still there for you, At least let me stay in your memories. If I al...